It has been a year to the day since I relocated and essentially changed my employer. I am at home at the end a tiring day and I reflectively look at my life in the last year. I think I settled to my new environment and work place pretty fast. This was with a sense of more definiteness in my actions than I have ever really had. Life was a new challenge for me then, but I was older and more wisely poised.
Most of the big decisions in the last year have been much schemed from the past. It was as if I was acting out my own script really. Very little has stunned me and my over all outlook has a bit of recluse now. So everyone who considers my demeanor distant lately must now also know that it’s not borne out of hard feelings. And I am certainly not in the middle having that crisis!
As I look at the world today, I see competition, more competition among my peers and a chase for even greater vanity. People seem to be in a hurry to a destination just to be able to hold up their pride of accomplishment. These aside, I have also seen dreams come true and observed my internal alarms reset towards the path to a new equilibrium.
Life is a continuous after all. That fellow was right when he said human wants are insatiable. Someone has also said life is not contained in accomplishments but in the ideas and ideals we live by. How true.
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